I'm tired of disapointing people...

...He was the thirth man i ever kissed...

...How many women has he ever kissed before?

I want to take it back.

I behaved shamefully.

I don't want to be another number on his list.

I wish i could change what happened that day.

I don't want a fourth, but i can't stand to be alone...I must get someone to be lovely to.

I want a man i can hug for no reason, kiss for no reason, to carres his hair until i fall asleep myself, to lay my head on his chest and run my fingers onto...

I thought i had found that man in him. All he saw was a lustfull woman whose actions didn't match her words.